The next step is getting closer

After a lovely weekend in London with this one and some of our best friends, it’s now only a few days till we start our adoption training.

I have to say I am feeling both nervous and excited about this next step in our journey. 

We’ve both written about the tough times, and I do not believe for one minute that the next 6-12 months will be easy, but I do believe, the moment we get our own family, every painful day for the last 4 years and every day from now until then will have been worth it.

I remind myself every day when I wake up next to Heidi how lucky I am. I am usually the first one up, and Heidi is still in bed when I leave. I look at her sleeping and think, how the hell did you land yourself a person as amazing her and more importantly, what do I need to do to make sure I continue to derserve her.

I am not always the best husband, I don’t do anywhere enough around the house, and I don’t think I’ve cooked a meal in 6 months! So I know I need to do more…

So that’s my challenge I guess, between now and when we get our family, to show Heidi that we will do it together, and to show her that I can and will be committed to supporting her and doing my bit, because let’s be honest, when it does happen, I will be moving down the pecking order.

And that’s what this post is about, a commitment to do better, to be better and to be a man worthy of the most amazing woman ❤️❤️❤️

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